New Year Old Madness

Trying to do some school work now and my brain will not allow it. Trying to start a task brings on anxiety. My brain starts to hurt and then I feel like I am about to jump out of my skin. Ahhh the lovely times of dealing with anxiety and priorities.  So it's medication time and hopefully a calmer me will appear to get back to priorities.  Now my mind is still on vacation regardless of what I chose to take or not take.  Go figure, right?  When did I sign up for this again? Hopefully through my excessive ranting something good will come of this.  Even if it just a good, hearty laugh (that I so need) I'll take it.  I figure if I start to express what I'm experiencing maybe it will free up my mind to do other things. Wish me major luck.  Hey I'm making major strives.  I am making this post and if that is not noteworthy than forget you.  I'm proud of myself and you should be too... Proud of me that is... lol